How do u hate me?...let me count the ways
Abuse an name callin…make my dreary days
Fat f…ker…ugly ass…cat-hole am i?
Cunt-hole an hungry indian…u make me sigh
No high grade best thing…no pink skin
Fat ugly an stupid like my own kin
Threaten my life…bruise my body
Beat an torment me…make me bloody
Think I have no brains? No common sense?
My head thick wicked nasty an dense?
Please just stop…shut up I scream inside
But alas no comfort…relief im denied
But its my ego that’s damaged
Soul hurtin an discouraged
Hopin for an end to this madness
Driftin away deeper into life’s abyss
Loneliness my forever friend
With me to my bitter end
By-Renee_Ruth
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